21 yr old mother?!?!

After 2 days and a night of taking care of my adorable little 2 year old nephew, Aidan, I'm so exhausted. It might be pretty difficult to take care of a child. It's a huge responsibility but my aunt asked me if I've had enough and given up. I said no I have not given up because everything I do and all the trouble I go through, It is all worth it when I see him happy and his cute little smile.

Now he's back with his mummy, Irene, in Sunway. When he was here at my house. I played with him and took care of him making him so attached with me till he calls me mummy LOL.. Kinda weird but it's so cute when he says that when I change his diaper. He knows if someone bullies him he'll just run to me with his arms wide open saying "pao-pao!!" and I would carry him. The night he slept over he didn't want to sleep with his Mi-ma, his grandma, but came to squeeze with me on my bed. So the whole night I was a very light sleeper. Making sure he's comfortable and won't have any nightmares. He moves alot on bed so I wasn't able to sleep. Tonight I'll make sure to sleep super early. Will add photos of Aidan as soon as I upload them.

Leo's coming back tomorrow from Johor Baharu. Miss him so much. During this CNY I haven't been spending enough time with him. i love you , Leo!! but at least I had Aidan to keep me company and busy. So the weekend went pass pretty fast for me. I hope he can come stay over again but I hope he remembers me.

I love little babies and toddlers!!

Complaints & lightning...

I'm personally a huge fan of Subway.

Most of the time I have it in Sunway Pyramid or SS15. I usually order the sub-of-the-day with my fave honey oat, extra cheese and crazy alot of olives. Today Leo and I went to the one in Leisure Mall, Cheras. I went to the counter to order what I always order. Then the guy said, "Honey Oat is sold out and for extra cheese we charge RM1.20". So yea.. kinda pissed because in any other outlet having extra cheese is free! I'm a regular Subway customer and you want to piss me off like that? So there I was ordering my vegetables and sauces. When I got to the cashier, I had to wait 10 mins to be able to pay for my food! There were 4 staff there but they were just sitting around and one guy was even sleeping!! I kept looking aroung for a complain or suggestion box but nope, there were none. Thank god having a Subway sandwich calms me down and gives me satisfaction or else I would've gone crazy... I still love Subway!


After Subway, Leo and I went to the arcade to vent some anger by playing.... the Photo Hunt game! Haven't played that in ages and realized I sucked at it. When we finished that, he still had 2 more tokens with him so he went to punch the sh*t outta some punching machine. That machine is to see how hard is the impact of the punch. When we got there, there were a few young boys playing with it and hell... they were not doing well. So after that, Leo went up to it and slid the tokens into the token slot. He got three punches. Didn't do as well as last time first one was 103, then 109 then the last punch he got 119!! So his total points were 331 points which got the number one spot of the week *laughs* So proud of my baby! Muaks!

Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief
That's what we watched in GSC today. Leo found it very un-interesting and dull. Yet I found it amazing. Maybe it's because of my knowledge and interest in Greek myths and legends. For me, the storyline is very amazing and they did a good job in casting. Fresh new actors and actresses which did their job well in portraying their character. There was one part which disappointed me. That part is the part where Percy first gets introduced to the demi-god camp. Evertyhing about that part seemed... how should I say this? Messy, cheap and amateur. Love how greek gods and goddesses are placed in this story. 8.5/10 is what I would give. Watch it and see if you agree with me.


Now Leo's at home. With some friends over for CNY. They're there doing minor gambles by playing blackjack or poker or that 3 card thingy... *laughs* Don't know what it's called. Leo's been winning quite alot but I left early. Hope you're winning more now baby!! Muaks! Love you!

Cheerleading tomorrow. Finally. Miss them so much!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai & Happy Valentine's Day

Yeap! It is the 14th of February 2010. Sadly 2 events or celebrations fall on today. Valentine's day and Chinese New Year. Which means chinese couples don't get to be together as Chinese New Year is going back to one's family. So I would like to wish everyone:

GONG XI FA CAI

&

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

Sadly, I might not be able to celebrate either one with my Leo as he will be busy with his family as well. These few days I've been missing him more than ever.

Anyway, for new year's eve, I cleaned up my room and some other parts of the house. Got dressed and head on to my relative's place for a new year's eve reunion dinner. It was fun as I got to spend so much time with little Aidan, my nephew. I could enjoy as many cans of Anglia Shandy as I want *giggle* What do I love about Chinese New Year?? I love Yee Sang, which is a dish we eat every year for CNY and who wouldn't love a reason to collect red packets with money in them? *laughs* It's like Christmas, but instead of exchanging presents, we give or collect red packets called 'ang pau' in Chinese.

I hope I get lots of red packets this year! *wink*

Yell green, gold, white!!

So angry, pissed but proud today... Weird feeling huh? Well yeah. Really angry and pissed today because I turned up at cheer practice today and realized that only the girls were there and 2 guys. Where were the others? So pissed that I called them and I couldn't get them. i know by now you're asking, "So where does the 'proud' come in?". Well, Chun Yang, a triple threat, he managed to do a single-base partner stunt!!

They're just high school level cheerleaders and wow... I'm so proud. Why Chun Yang is a triple threat? He can tumble, he has great strength and amazing jumping skills. He can do 10 toe-touches in a row non-stop! Love all my cheerleaders so much. Sarah an amazing flyer and Sherine, made her so touch till she cried when I gave her a nation-wide birthday present! Kai Ern's another great flyer. I really hope for once, green house will win the cheerleading competition during their sports day.

Kris Allen in KL

Yes yes yes!! Was at the Kris Allen concert at The Gardens Hotel KL!! My baby, Leo, was working there. So I got to go into the VVIP section where they served drinks and food. Loved it when Kris Allen started it with his rendition of 'Heartless' fr Kanye West. Awesome. Love his amazing voice control. At one point I was practically just mezmerized. I stood there and stared him like some idiot that I forgot to take videos *laughs* I bet he thinks I'm some psycho freak girl smiling to herself. I guess it was the light behind him and his guitar playing. Awe-freakin'-some. Got goody bags from the concert. An American Idol shirt and a Kris Allen Live in KL tag!!

I love Kris Allen but I gotta mention, in his band there was this really really hot guy. He plays the keyboard, guitar and bass. I Love Cale Mills!!! Look at that picture below! He's so so hot and much taller than Kris Allen. During the concert I just kept watching him. He has a nice voice too. Marry me Cale!! *laughs* He is just so fiiiineee!

I fell for Cale Mills...

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Well before all that excitement, I was at cheerleading practice. Had to coach the high school team. They're doing good but one fall brought their spirit down. I forced them to keep doing it till they made it perfect and they nailed it. Spirits were lifted again. The feeling you get when you nail a stunt... mmhmm... feels like "Hell yeah I'm the king of the world!!". You have to actually feel it yourself to understand. Everyday i spend with the cheerleaders I get closer and closer to them. I want them to succeed. I love you guys!

Shit happens...

Don't you agree? Sometimes life is so smooth sailing and everything is right where you want it to be, you're satisfied... happy. Then one day, something happens that hurts you emotionally and physically. It's like suddenly someone decides, "Hey, her life seems boring. Let's mess with her!". Then shit happens. It bites you on the butt.

Well, for me, today was the day it happened. Someone who I knew was the perfect one for me. Everything just had to start going wrong. We argued. I drank too much vodka. Puked then fell asleep. And the most surprising thing was that when I woke up. Everything seemed to have gone back to where it was. There I was, lying in his oh-so-comfortable bed, with him looking down on me with the most adorable smile I've ever seen. Then I realized, sometimes shit happens to make you better. When it happened to me, it worked out alright. I realized that what we both went through was to help us bond and to help us know how much we love each other. That's exactly what I love about him. He can be really stubborn at times but he knows how to make it better. I love you Leo!

Now that I've let that out in the blog and making me feel better. I found out that I was in love with something else as well. No not a 'someone'. More of a 'something'. It's the brown Miu Miu leather stripe patchwork handbag! A totally to-die-for! I don't care. I have to have it no matter how much it costs! The colour is exactly like shown in the picture below but the one I want is much smaller in size. The one in the picture below is just way too big. What do you think about it?


Miu Miu is a brand by Prada for younger generation clothes and accessories. Miu Miu is the nickname of the oh-so-famous Miuccia Prada and the line was started in 1992. Absolutely love it!

To coach or not to coach?

To coach or not to coach? That is the question. It does not mean I do not want to coach. It means my job is getting more and more difficult. Currently coaching cheerleading to a school's green house sport's team. It is living hell. No not the cheerleaders or students, it's the damn school and it's mountain high rules. They finally allowed competing cheerleading teams to be co-ed but there are consequences. What are the consequences you ask?

Guys are not allowed to touch the girls. Even if one hair is touched during the performance the team wil be disqualified. WTF?!?!?! The only reason why we want guys in the team, is so that we can get the guys to lift the girls during the stunts. This would make their routines look much more interesting and impressive. But noooo...! Would you rather see guys lift girls? Or guys lifting guys? No offense to the single sex male teams out there as they have no choice.

Did you know that when I first went to the school to meet them, the students involved in cheerleading told my that there was this rule where, when it is school time, they guy and girl students can't be seen walking with each other or just walking side by side or else they would get detention. I just had to laugh at that. I'm sorry. I just have to. That was the first... ever! Have you heard of that? Not even walking side by side. That would be darn easy to get your friends into detention *laughs*

Anyway, tomorrow I have to go to their school to figure out how to toughen up the girls for stunts or they won't be able to lift each other. That would be sad as it is a must. If their stunts aren't amazing, I'm gonna make sure their dance and routine is. I already have feeling that their uniforms would be so amazing.

So girls, we gotta beat this! We can do it! Green, gold, white! GO, WIN, FIGHT! Love you gurls. No matter how much we suck. I still lurve u LOL..

2 months...

It has been 2 months that I haven't been back to Sunway Pyramid. Been 2 months since the last time I ice skated. So today I went to the ice rink in Pyramid. Got there and started skating around 11am. Thank god there weren't much people there yet. Because I put my skates on, got onto the ice, started skating then brake and.... I fell down hard on my arse *ouch* Then I realized I couldn't do the things I could 2 months ago. I panicked *laughs* I'm so weird. My balance is totally gone. My hockey skates felt so foreign to me. I can't do things and I got very tired easily when skated. Well there I was, just keep trying while the rink guard watches and laughs. I'm glad I'm entertaining someone.

After 2 hours of going at it. Finally! I could do it. I was much more stable and I could skate like I used to 2 months ago. Been so long since I've seen any of my friends at the ice rink. First person I saw... Dion then Jordi. The Uncle Wong's son, Vincent, Edmund, and Mel Mel. So I felt at home. The ice is my second home. After a full day of skating, my feet really hurt but it was all worth it. Every part of it. Every fall I took.

Leo came to join me for dinner at Pyramid. We walked to Sushi Zanmai for a pretty awesome dinner. I had the Kakiage Don which was Japanese fried prawn fritters with a serving of rice. t was so satisfying but I couldn't finish it and had to let Leo eat it all. Surprisingly, when I skate, I don't get hungry. I could handle a whole day without meals, as long as I'm on the ice.

I <3 ice skating!

Chick flicks with a twist

Had a pretty frightening day. Woke up wih my whole body feeling so weak. Damned thyroid and bloody hormones. Too much of something is definitely bad enough. So it took me around 3 hours to recover and in that time what did I do? Waited for Leo to finish his class and watched a movie called Legacy. It's a show about some girls in a sorority called Omega Kappa (O.K). It is a typical chick flick with overly-perky characters and everything in pink. Stars Haylie Duff and Madeline Zima, the girl from Californication and The Nanny, which was aired years ago.

The girl's from the Omega Kappa sorority house gets themselves into a murder they can't solve. A movie about a rush party and a legacy which didn't fit in or as they would put it "better suited elsewhere". It's a pretty good storyline but the acting were not impessive. I'd give it 4.5/10 for sex, greek life, murder and investigation. Watch it! It might be your cup of tea.


Another movie I re-watched again was Confessions of a Shopaholic. As I remember? An amazing movie. Love the cast, the storyline, and everything else about it. This movie, as many of you have already watched it, I give it a rating of 9.5/10. Pretty high right? Well... It's worth that much. Very interesting as it is a story about a girl who is a shopaholic coming down with debts and financial problems. Watch and enjoy as she tries to climb out from mounting debt and meet the love of her live.


Chinese New Year is around the corner! I would like to wish everyone Gong Xi Fa Cai and may your dreams and wishes come true. Also wishing you prosperity and happiness in your life! ^^

Can food fly? Or will it get lost?

Have you ever had a feeling like you were lost in the forest all by yourself? It's like you feel empty, numb, lonely and frustrated. You don't know what to think or what to do next. That's exactly how I feel...

Sometimes I even wonder why I bother complaining. I keep telling myself I have to leave negative things behind and move forward with the positive. There are so many things in my mind right now that I dont know what to think. Sometimes I feel confident. Sometimes I feel stupid. Sometimes I feel happy. Sometimes i feel confused. I really have to figure myself out. If I can't do it, no one else can. So for Leo's sake I will.

Ok... Moving on to the not-so-depressing stuff. Leo, Shenz, Lynn and I went to Taylor's Thyme and Terragon Restaurant to be served by Adrian, Lynn's boyfriend. It was quite tensed at first, but the tension died down after a few dishes and we started going crazy like a bunch of hyper laughing hyenas. Really enjoyed it as the food was nice although the Black forest cake in the end was kinda "jelak". Made filling me up way too much that I started having the feeling of throwing up.


At the end of the dinner. We were laughing all the way back to the car. Shenz and I laughed till our stomach hurt. The crazy laughing fit started when we were in the ladies washroom and Lynn was halfway into a sentence then a random watery fart sound came from an occupied cubicle. We tried so hard not to burst out laugh or at least tried to laugh silently... But we just couldn't hold it in, especially after the laughing session we had in the restaurant. When we left it was raining slightly and we looked around the campus.


The new Taylor's campus looked really beautiful from afar. I was very disappointed in the finishing though. Discolored cement stairs?? Horrible wall plastering and paint?? Exposed pipping, holes and cables at the ceiling?? Did we really pay them this much for this to happen. Oh well, we're just students. I have to admit though. The facilities are impressing. For example, the library, when I went there I was very impressed that they manage to create an environment which students would feel comfortable studying in. Another impressing feature was the landscaping around the buildings. very nicely done grass and outdoor stair area to the boardwalk. Loved the board walk and the miniature waterfall in front of Thymes.


Quite discouraged by the fact they mentioned "Lake-Side Campus" when it was more of a "Mine-Side Campus". I can tell you, that thing is freakin' deep. I would caution ladies wearing heels in the campus. Might be a little difficult to walk around due to amazing landscaping and different surfaces.