Saturday, November 1, 2008

Yo-yo like confusion

I've been feeling like a yo-yo lately... so confused that i don't know what to feel next. First i feel really excited and happy then those feelings changed so fast to sadness and jealousy.. yup its sucks LOL.. then when he calls and we laugh it changes bak to happiness and hope which makes me want time to move faster to the day we get to see each other again then something would happen and the feeling goes away again. Shit... now i know how a yo-yo feels like. I don't like it *laughs*

Anyway I'm back to thinking positive and being happy. I've already told myself that I shouldn't let my feelings overcome me. So yup... I'm really sick of feeling like that so I just tell myself not to think about it. Lets just hope this time.. the happiness stays.

Today, Lynn, Shenz and I went up to the condo. It's so windy up there. Shenz is feeling much better so I took her for a swim LOL.. I'm proud of how brave she is now. She now dares to flip into the pool. In the past she had a fear of having her head underwater. So yes, i'm proud of my little princess. Now we're all back home. Just had 2 chocolates which my parents brought back from the wedding they were just at. Mmmm... I haven't had chocolates in such a loooong time and now that i've had some... I want more!!!

Lynn bought the DVD for the movie Fury so we're gonna watch it. I have already watched it in the cinemas. But still... I don't mind watching it again. Anyway I hope he's thinking and missing me as much as i do. All my friends wanna meet him *laughs* cuz they wonder, "which amazing guy can make our Wen want him so much?". LOL... Well they'll meet him soon :) come bak to kl soon!!

1 comment:

Nathan said...

Sounds like this guy's a mighty fine Joe. Did he send you gifts perhaps? Us guys know the secrets of wooing the female heart. It seems like he already knows his P's and Q's if he makes you grin so much, haha ;).